friends, i love you. you make my life changed from dark to light. you make me laugh when i cry, you turn a bad thing to a good thing. you'll be there beside me when i need someone. you grow something in my heart that never grow up before, you gave my heart a heart that i never know. your heart full of love, a love that i never get before.
friends, i love you. sometimes i hate you for a reason, a good reason, a bad reason, even an unexplanation reason. i know you are kind, i know you love me, but sometimes you changed my life darker, you make me cry. you even turn something to something worst. when i need someone, you leave me with another person, i don't even know them or you just came to me when i am happy, so you can be more happier with my happy thing. sometimes, something you grew in my heart hurt me whatever it works in my heart, hurt me. you gave me something hurt, you gave it in front of my eyes even you gave it from the back, it sometimes hurt me. your heart full of lie, your love sometimes a lie, a lie that simply i believe until now. you are kind, so do i. i was too kind to you friends, because i was too kind you used me, like you thought i will never mad at you. okay, i mad at you in my heart, i am not a bad girl who know the world too much. i am good girl, but a good girl doesn't mean i can't be mad at you. i just want you to know by yourself, i'm very sorry, i can't say my deep-feeling about you, it's too hurt for me, because i know you will mad at me, really really mad, and i don't want us to fight, remember, i don't want us to fight. i just want us to be friend, a good friend who know each other and know the balance of your friends and yourself.
maybe i am too selfish, but you have to know it hurt me too much from the beginning of this year, you robbed all of my dream. i can't even speak, i just smile. my dream was broken into pieces, which i have to fix myself without a help. you think i'm happy because you always see me laugh and smile in front of you or just even keep silent. i keep all of my madness in my heart until someday these madness is going to blow up to you or others.
friends, thank you so much for still being my friend until now. i love you whoever you are.
hi i'm gia aryyaguna. simply call me gio. i made this blog because of my teacher, haha yes it's true. my blog is not important as yours, cause you were great, i was fake. that's a lie, i am great and you are fake! if you have some time to read my blog, please read it and comment if you want, even what you read is boredom that means a lot to me. don't forget to follow me if you want to read more. thank you! :)
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