July 8, 2011

tell me why

do you ever feel like you want to be alone in somewhere far far away, from your family? from your dad and your mom. because of something stupid.
i don't know why my parents are actually over-protective, just because they knew that i already hang out with a boy. what the deal? i just hang out with him, talking, walking around, make funny jokes. just that. there's no need to worry like parents who worry about their little baby.
like seriously, i am an 18 years old girl, i know i am not mature enough, and i still have my childish side.
i think my parents are way too annoying. how could i say they're not annoying? example (this really happened to me) i know, a dad doesn't allow his daughter to go home at night because he doesn't want anything happen to her, but if he already believe her daughter can protect herself, he have to allow her to go home at night. the most important thing, she get home save, right?
and then about having a boyfriend, i hate it when i'm trying to talk about a guy to my dad beside my idols, he never want to notice me. what's wrong with my dad? i hate it. i wonder when my dad will ask "when will you gonna have a boyfriend?" or "i let you to have a boyfriend but i want to know him first" seriously i want my dad to say that!
i hate this situation. my parents are unfair, i heard my mom said that she and my dad already in a relationship when they were in high school. let me repeat, high school.
now what? i already finished my high school and they haven't allow me to have a boyfriend until now? that's so unfair.
i don't want to get married earlier, big no, i just want to have a relationship without backstreet, but i know my dad and my mom are headstrong, really.
one thing, i hate my parents driver, he's more than annoying. i feel like i wanna stab him with a knife if killing someone is legal. he's like "a dog" of my parents.
sometimes i wish i have another parents like the fairy odd parents, that must be cool. but i know, this is my life and everyone has their own life and parents who have a thousand rules.
but i'm glad my parents are not an abusive type, it must be scary! and i am happy that i have kevin as my boyfriend and he help me through the tick and thin of my life

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