Curiousity

Have you ever feel so curious and all you can do is doing nothing?
Doing nothing with every negative mind tickle you.
Just like a nightmare haunting you in the night.
In your sleep, they whisper anything you wont hear, but actually you want to know.
You keep begging for those curiousness to go as far as they could, but you keep it in your mind.
You keep it like a predator keep the prey, but never eaten.
Because the predator don't know how to eat the prey.
Until you give up, but you actually don't want to give up.
The situation that keeps you thinking about the curiousity over and over
It feels like an injection to your body.
They flow all over you, from head to toe.
Then you feel it, feel your body in pain of curiousity.
Curiousity doesn't make you feel pain,
But your mind did, also your emotion.
Don't let them ruin you.
But let them running after you.
Let them approach you.
Let them tell you.
After that, you can keep it.
Keep the curiousity, like a predator keep the prey.
Eat it.
Like the predator eat the prey.
But don't let curiousity live.
Let curiousity die.
In your own hand.