Have you ever having a crush on someone like more than a year? If yes, well I wanna tell you my story. I'm having a crush with this guy since 4 years ago I think (I actually having too much guy-friends that I like but this one was unbelievable).
It began when me and my buddy, Habby tried random thing called find people who have 4 or more words in their name. We were in the class waiting for the lecturer to called our name one by one so they know we were attending their class. When the lecturer called a guy or girl who have long name, we practically look around to see who raised their hand so we recognize the person. Suddenly, this one guy catch my attention, he have a unique name, and I found this guy is CUTE! I can spent my time to steal a glance at him all day if I was bored, and sometimes Habby make it worst. Oh fyi, I was still in a relationship with my high school friend those day. I kinda feel guilty to have a crush on someone when I was already in a relationship with someone, but I was a very insecure person, so my mind was full of negative perspective. Because of that negative perspective I have for like 3-4 years, everything went worst than I thought, I shouldn't write this thing on public but it's okay because I won't mention my ex-boyfriend name.
I have an abusive relationship when I was in high school, so I was being used by him for many reasons (that was really hurt I swear), I tried to keep the relationship going but I was wrong because that's only make me miserable at best. I can't even break him up when I know he was cheating, and fyi again, my ex cheated on me for three times then the third one was worst because his girl have the samefucking birthday as me (those day I really want to change my birth date I swear), then because I was so insecure, I know his password and personal stuffs like that and I caught him bought a cake for her, and for almost four years my ex never buy me a cake even for my birthday, wow I swear I don't know why I am super stupid (mom, dad, I'm sorry), since the day he dumped me I swear to myself I'm going to cry myself a river and yes it was hard because I thought he's the one (and now I know why I have to balance myself to love myself first then love the others), my move on process was a little bit weird for "normal people" because I do what my ex told me not to do for three fucking years. Fangirling, yeah fangirling. Go judge me while you read this, it's okay. I did bad thing when I was still on my move on process, I talk to myself like "look dude, your relationship is not going to last for like 2 years, I swear for that!" and yeah, it happened. I count it, 1 year 5 months if I'm not mistaken, they break up and me? Just sit back, relax and enjoy the view. After that, I suddenly laugh really loud and enjoying who's laughing now by Jessie J, and I feel really evil those days, but I enjoy it, of course!
So, I enjoying myself fangirling over my old celebrities (mostly bands) crush and also new bands for almost a year and I have a lot of crushes, I hangout with more guys than I used to. This is why I love being single, I can go out with whoever I want to without feeling guilty. College friends, internet friends, and people I accidentally met, I'm glad I know them, but for some reason I kinda hate it because some of them are soooo pervert. Because of that, sometimes I'm being a mean girl, I hang them up when they ask me out. I'm a nice girl, I swear, but you can judge by yourself if you meet me in person.
Back to the guy I already have a crush on since I move to college. This guy is the boyfriend goals (for me, okay), so I casually search for his name on every social media I have then I found him, then I kind of fangirling when he followed me back, accept my friend request less than 24 hours. Can you feel me? Then days passing by, It was June, I saw him posted a picture of a crowds in Balai Kartini, and I can guess he watched Pentatonix, and I was like "Damn dude, it's Pentatonix oh my God!" then the conversation began on his moment in Path:
me: How was the show?!
him: *replied several days after* Hey sorry just read your comment, It was awesome! You didn't watch it? I think you usually never skip any concert
me: Well, I was so tired after watching JakCloth the other day, because Breathe Carolina and Our Last Night was there and they are one of my favorites too, so that's why I'm tired and I can't make it to Pentatonix.
him: Oh I see, umm Can I have your line id?
me: Sure, it's my line id *insert my line id here*
I filter people on my line application, so I didn't notice that he actually add me, I thought he was just asking me then done, but he's not.
It was Friday and I was in Padang to visit my parents who work there, then I saw my phone, he was in Singapore (exact: Universal Studio Singapore) with his family, and because I am the type of enjoying every theme park, I suddenly search through the friends recommendations on my line application, then I found him and without any hesitation I add him back and chat him like I'm in a rush.
me: *call his name excitedly* ex: "Tristaaaan!"
him: Hey Gia, why?
me: Is the Battlestar Galactica already operate like usual?
him: No, it's still under renovation
me: Ah okay :( Is there any new vehicle? Any exciting vehicle?
him: I think yes, but I don't get in the line because it was too long and really crowded, it's weekend and it's a holiday season.
me: Oh right, I forgot. Thanks anyway! Have a nice holiday for you :)
him: Thank you, have a nice holiday for you too :)
After that I feel I have a crush on him over and over again.
The next day, he chat me first, and it sounds like he's excited to chat with me because he's using an emoji, and ma hart ma sole was flying. Did I reply him? Of course! As fast as I could and yeah I'm being the nice girl I am because I have a crush on him for too long.
The conversation continue until the day he graduated on June 30, 2015. I was spending my morning with Nurin, Amelia, Rya, and Ka Azalia that day, then I decided to go to JCC where the graduation held because Ayi wanted to go there too for Puti, Gerry and Habby (actually to see my crush too). Ayi and I bought some flowers, I bought two for Gerry and Habby and Ayi bought for Puti.
Sadly, I couldn't find Gerry because he's already left and I couldn't reach Habby on his phone, I have two flowers (1 red and 1 white) I haven't give to anyone, then Ayi said she saw Fadel (my another crush since the first semester but never get clicked), so I rush myself to Fadel to give the flower I should have give to Gerry, and the conversation goes like this:
me: Hey Fadel, congrats on your graduation
him: Hey Gia! I didn't know you come, have you graduate yet?
me: No I haven't, maybe this November hehe. Oh here's a flower for you
him: Ah okay. Huh? What is this for? For me?
me: Of course for you, duh. Once again congrats!
him: Thank you so much Gia, uh sorry I have to go home early. Bye Gia, thank you!
me: Oh yeah, my pleasure! Bye.
I swear his smile is super enchanting.
After that, I went back to Ayi and she put her smile on her face signaling that she's happy to see me "did it" then she asked me did I see Habby or not, but yeah sadly I didn't see him, so I have one more flower to give. I suddenly remember I have to see my crush today before it's too late, and after I chat him to asked where he was, Ayi saw him first (again), then she excitedly told me that he was looking for me and she said "Why are you guys so cute looking for each other like that? Go say hi to him and let me take a pic of you two!" So I approached him but not directly because he was with his friends and I was shy, but after some of his friends left, I approached him and congratulate him directly (yes, I did it!), and for the love of God his smile is more enchanting than Fadel's.
He hold a bouquet of flowers and I was like I'm going to give you this just 1 flower and you hold a bouquet of flower I think I'm not going to give this flower but I have to because I think it's awkward if you see me bring a flower but don't give it to you, soo...
me: Hey, congrats on your graduation!
him: Thank you so much, and thank you for coming!
me: It's my pleasure, umm so here's a flower for you, sorry it's not big
him: Hey thank you, it's okay you don't have to do this actually
me: Nah, I bought it, for you hehe.
him: Thank you Gia
me: My pleasure *insert his name*
Then we kinda separated because my friends wanted to take pictures with me and he was going to take a picture with me but his friends approached him again.
After I finished taking pictures with my friends, I rolled my head to find him. It's not hard to find him because he's hella tall so I could see where he was standing. I checked my phone and I got a message from him that he wanted to take a picture with me before he left the building too. So I asked Ayi to follow me, so she could help me to took a picture with him.
After I approached him again, he introduced me to his little sister, which really look alike and I was like wow, this girl is really him in a girl figure. Then I tried to talk to her for awhile, I said "Oh, it's your sister? It's so obvious that she's beautiful, just like her gorgeous brother." Yeah okay, I was flirting but I am also praise his sister because I do see her like that, cute and beautiful also enchanting smile.
After taking too much pictures because Ayi captured us several times and I know she did it on purpose, but I thanked her anyway for that.
Then he left earlier, I saw him and his family walking through the building, and can you imagine a tall guy wearing suit and bow tie, then he released the tie while walking? Damn, that was a beautiful view I don't want to miss, I swear I fangirl over him hard that day!
Oh this is our picture together on his graduation day
It began when me and my buddy, Habby tried random thing called find people who have 4 or more words in their name. We were in the class waiting for the lecturer to called our name one by one so they know we were attending their class. When the lecturer called a guy or girl who have long name, we practically look around to see who raised their hand so we recognize the person. Suddenly, this one guy catch my attention, he have a unique name, and I found this guy is CUTE! I can spent my time to steal a glance at him all day if I was bored, and sometimes Habby make it worst. Oh fyi, I was still in a relationship with my high school friend those day. I kinda feel guilty to have a crush on someone when I was already in a relationship with someone, but I was a very insecure person, so my mind was full of negative perspective. Because of that negative perspective I have for like 3-4 years, everything went worst than I thought, I shouldn't write this thing on public but it's okay because I won't mention my ex-boyfriend name.
I have an abusive relationship when I was in high school, so I was being used by him for many reasons (that was really hurt I swear), I tried to keep the relationship going but I was wrong because that's only make me miserable at best. I can't even break him up when I know he was cheating, and fyi again, my ex cheated on me for three times then the third one was worst because his girl have the same
So, I enjoying myself fangirling over my old celebrities (mostly bands) crush and also new bands for almost a year and I have a lot of crushes, I hangout with more guys than I used to. This is why I love being single, I can go out with whoever I want to without feeling guilty. College friends, internet friends, and people I accidentally met, I'm glad I know them, but for some reason I kinda hate it because some of them are soooo pervert. Because of that, sometimes I'm being a mean girl, I hang them up when they ask me out. I'm a nice girl, I swear, but you can judge by yourself if you meet me in person.
Back to the guy I already have a crush on since I move to college. This guy is the boyfriend goals (for me, okay), so I casually search for his name on every social media I have then I found him, then I kind of fangirling when he followed me back, accept my friend request less than 24 hours. Can you feel me? Then days passing by, It was June, I saw him posted a picture of a crowds in Balai Kartini, and I can guess he watched Pentatonix, and I was like "Damn dude, it's Pentatonix oh my God!" then the conversation began on his moment in Path:
me: How was the show?!
him: *replied several days after* Hey sorry just read your comment, It was awesome! You didn't watch it? I think you usually never skip any concert
me: Well, I was so tired after watching JakCloth the other day, because Breathe Carolina and Our Last Night was there and they are one of my favorites too, so that's why I'm tired and I can't make it to Pentatonix.
him: Oh I see, umm Can I have your line id?
me: Sure, it's my line id *insert my line id here*
I filter people on my line application, so I didn't notice that he actually add me, I thought he was just asking me then done, but he's not.
It was Friday and I was in Padang to visit my parents who work there, then I saw my phone, he was in Singapore (exact: Universal Studio Singapore) with his family, and because I am the type of enjoying every theme park, I suddenly search through the friends recommendations on my line application, then I found him and without any hesitation I add him back and chat him like I'm in a rush.
me: *call his name excitedly* ex: "Tristaaaan!"
him: Hey Gia, why?
me: Is the Battlestar Galactica already operate like usual?
him: No, it's still under renovation
me: Ah okay :( Is there any new vehicle? Any exciting vehicle?
him: I think yes, but I don't get in the line because it was too long and really crowded, it's weekend and it's a holiday season.
me: Oh right, I forgot. Thanks anyway! Have a nice holiday for you :)
him: Thank you, have a nice holiday for you too :)
After that I feel I have a crush on him over and over again.
The next day, he chat me first, and it sounds like he's excited to chat with me because he's using an emoji, and ma hart ma sole was flying. Did I reply him? Of course! As fast as I could and yeah I'm being the nice girl I am because I have a crush on him for too long.
The conversation continue until the day he graduated on June 30, 2015. I was spending my morning with Nurin, Amelia, Rya, and Ka Azalia that day, then I decided to go to JCC where the graduation held because Ayi wanted to go there too for Puti, Gerry and Habby (actually to see my crush too). Ayi and I bought some flowers, I bought two for Gerry and Habby and Ayi bought for Puti.
Sadly, I couldn't find Gerry because he's already left and I couldn't reach Habby on his phone, I have two flowers (1 red and 1 white) I haven't give to anyone, then Ayi said she saw Fadel (my another crush since the first semester but never get clicked), so I rush myself to Fadel to give the flower I should have give to Gerry, and the conversation goes like this:
me: Hey Fadel, congrats on your graduation
him: Hey Gia! I didn't know you come, have you graduate yet?
me: No I haven't, maybe this November hehe. Oh here's a flower for you
him: Ah okay. Huh? What is this for? For me?
me: Of course for you, duh. Once again congrats!
him: Thank you so much Gia, uh sorry I have to go home early. Bye Gia, thank you!
me: Oh yeah, my pleasure! Bye.
I swear his smile is super enchanting.
After that, I went back to Ayi and she put her smile on her face signaling that she's happy to see me "did it" then she asked me did I see Habby or not, but yeah sadly I didn't see him, so I have one more flower to give. I suddenly remember I have to see my crush today before it's too late, and after I chat him to asked where he was, Ayi saw him first (again), then she excitedly told me that he was looking for me and she said "Why are you guys so cute looking for each other like that? Go say hi to him and let me take a pic of you two!" So I approached him but not directly because he was with his friends and I was shy, but after some of his friends left, I approached him and congratulate him directly (yes, I did it!), and for the love of God his smile is more enchanting than Fadel's.
He hold a bouquet of flowers and I was like I'm going to give you this just 1 flower and you hold a bouquet of flower I think I'm not going to give this flower but I have to because I think it's awkward if you see me bring a flower but don't give it to you, soo...
me: Hey, congrats on your graduation!
him: Thank you so much, and thank you for coming!
me: It's my pleasure, umm so here's a flower for you, sorry it's not big
him: Hey thank you, it's okay you don't have to do this actually
me: Nah, I bought it, for you hehe.
him: Thank you Gia
me: My pleasure *insert his name*
Then we kinda separated because my friends wanted to take pictures with me and he was going to take a picture with me but his friends approached him again.
After I finished taking pictures with my friends, I rolled my head to find him. It's not hard to find him because he's hella tall so I could see where he was standing. I checked my phone and I got a message from him that he wanted to take a picture with me before he left the building too. So I asked Ayi to follow me, so she could help me to took a picture with him.
After I approached him again, he introduced me to his little sister, which really look alike and I was like wow, this girl is really him in a girl figure. Then I tried to talk to her for awhile, I said "Oh, it's your sister? It's so obvious that she's beautiful, just like her gorgeous brother." Yeah okay, I was flirting but I am also praise his sister because I do see her like that, cute and beautiful also enchanting smile.
After taking too much pictures because Ayi captured us several times and I know she did it on purpose, but I thanked her anyway for that.
Then he left earlier, I saw him and his family walking through the building, and can you imagine a tall guy wearing suit and bow tie, then he released the tie while walking? Damn, that was a beautiful view I don't want to miss, I swear I fangirl over him hard that day!
Oh this is our picture together on his graduation day
Ok I know I look ugly but look at him
When it was my time to finish my whole thesis, I swear I was super lazy, but for the love of my parents I need to finish it. First, the trigger was 5 Seconds of Summer: Rock Out With Your Socks Out Tour 2015 in Perth, yes I watched them and I am incredibly happy even I didn't meet the band personally. Second, he asked me to accompany him to watch Ariana Grande: Honeymoon Tour 2015. Holly shit! I thought I'm dreaming because that was my very first time a guy asked me to go to a concert together, I couldn't even express how happy I was so I cried after he asked me.
this is a festival ticket, I just can't
I feel like the happiest girl on earth that day (as a fangirl too). Another thing that make it perfect was, my dad allowed me to go to a concert with a guy, I mean only me and a guy! I know it's probably just a regular thing to you but not for me, I never get a permission to go out with a guy, well I ever ask my dad but his reaction was not what I expected, so I never ask him until the day I wanted to watch Ariana Grande's concert, and my dad easily said yes (I was going to cry that day just because I heard my dad allowed me).
He also gave me a bouquet of flowers, twice. I am not a fan of flowers but if it's from someone you like/have a crush on/fall in love with, those flowers mean so much, so yes, he makes me fangirling hard over him.
this is the first one
this is the second one, also heavier
The second one he gave me when it was my graduation day on December 2015. As I said before, I am not a fan of flowers but if it's from someone you like, it mean so much to us, right?
What happen after that? 17 days after my graduation, he finally confess that he like me, I freaking love you okay. So we are now in relationship and I am happy to know that I got my boyfriend goals type.
Do you have similar story as I am?
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